"We are Conduits of Light here to Inspire Transformation" - Jemma
Lets face it. We are all Game changers.
At some point we have realized that there is more to this journey we call life than meets the eye.
Once we step onto our path it, it can often be very challenging and we wonder why the hell we signed up in the first place!!
But we have come for a reason. And we are all in this together.
Isn't that awesome?!
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We are all going through shifts, changes and growth of gargantuan proportions at the moment.
I think some of us thought that the leap into 2018 was going to bring with it some relief from the intense energies of 2017. And while the energies to me feel very different, on the scale of intensity they have just ramped up a few notches.
The first few weeks of 2018 for me felt like a 9 on the rictor scale. I felt anxious, on edge, over come by exhaustion and emotion, and at times like my mind was going so fast that I might actually be deemed insane. (Or sane.. depends how you look at it!) One day in particular, over a 12 hour period, I experienced the most intense form of psychic opening that I have had in 17 years and realised that I had some serious spiritual muscle weight training still to do if I was to transcend the effects of this rapidly moving ascension process on my being.
It was an initiation. Another one. And as my life appears to be an on going string of them, I’m now able to gather myself quickly in the midst and see what’s really going on, and see them for the gift that they are - no matter how uncomfortable at the time.
Time after time recently, I have found myself having conversations with people that would start with ‘how are you?’ to which they’d look skyward searching for an answer and then tentatively reply.. ‘umm good?’ Which I translated personally to be, ‘I think I’m ok right now, but ask me in 10 seconds cause you may get a completely different answer’
And it’s been like that! It’s like you get a glimpse of feeling good and for a second the relief kicks in, then you remember the disclaimer.. everything is on such warp speed right now, good can turn into shitty for no apparent reason in the blink of an eye. And just as quickly turn back to good again. I think if those of us on a rapidly advancing spiritual path to awakening were to visit a medical doctor we would all be diagnosed with bi polar disorder. Makes you wonder how many people out there have been diagnosed with bi polar dis order that actually are spiritually awakening...
I started joking to friends that it was like entering an ice cream shop of consciousness. What flavour would you like today miss? A scoop of what you thought you were well and truly done with but here it is again just to make sure? Or perhaps a double scoop of self doubt and anxiety? Maybe a scoop of exhaustion? Goes super well with a scoop of rampant ego mind. Thanks for coming! Have a nice day! 😳
Ahhh. But it has certainly put me through my paces to my advantage. It has pushed and preened me to become even more vigilant about where and how I spend my energy. Tuning deeply back in to the practices and resonant philosophies that nourish and support me the most. It’s been a swing from hellish to heavenly and everything in between, on steroids. And it still is but I feel like something has shifted for me and it kicked in just before the last weekend.
I got strong. Emotionally, mentally, physically, spiritually strong. Well, stronger. I’m still building those new muscles but I’m definitely getting there.
And as we approach this upcoming blue full moon eclipse tomorrow night (like we need to add any more fuel to the fire!!!) it really feels for me like something is coming close to shifting through collectively. And individually. It feels like old contracts, beliefs, stories all the heavy crap is coming to an end. It feels like the dross of ages is being dredged up for us to look at and have a genuine opportunity to clear and release it for good. And as we do this for ourselves, we are of course doing it for the planet and all on the planet that don’t quite know how to do it for themselves.
Taking one for the team so to speak..
So I feel right now we need to be super discerning about what and who we allow into our field. What new belief systems we choose to take on. We need to cultivate a rock solid knowing of our essence so that we can FEEL what is true for us. And to trust that. Not to think or hear truth with our heads. But to FEEL it in our solar plexus and hearts.
There are so many teachers, healers, modalities, you tube videos, Fb posts (this one included!) everything on offer to help us get to the bottom of our anxiety. And some of what’s there for us is exactly what we need. And some just absolutely isn’t.
I have a handful of people that I know I can trust with my precious energy and heart, that are profound healers and guides. I am wary about opening myself up to too many energy workers that think they know what’s best for me. Too many beliefs systems, past life stories, superstitions, have to’s and shoulds.
Basically what I am trying to say is beware. DO NOT GIVE YOUR POWER AWAY TO ANYONE.
Listen to yourself first and last as maestro Puma Fredy Quispe Singona says. You are your own greatest teacher, wisdom keeper, healer and guide. No one knows your story inside and out better than you. Don’t be afraid to say no thanks when someone offers you an idea or belief that makes no sense to you. Know yourself. You can remain humble and kind and still give a firm high quality NO if it doesn’t resonate with you.
And I feel pretty certain that this practice of discernment is a part of our training. How will we make it through? By knowing ourselves inside and out. By loving ourselves fully and completely. By treating ourselves with the same care and compassion you would do a child. By surrounding ourselves with people that reflect love back to us and by letting go of the ones that reflect back anything less.
Make the most of this powerful time beautiful family. Rest, recalibrate, re asses, strengthen, muse, learn, grow, question, re affirm. Yes it’s challenging but if we can learn to harness the energy rather than be flattened by it, just imagine how full power we can become. Let’s use it to fuel our fires, not put them out.
And just remember, Listen to yourself, first and last.
Sacred World Traveller, Cacao Priestess, Medicine Woman and Founder/Creator of the Inspirational Raw Vegan food business Naked Treaties - Jemma has a rich and colourful history that has helped forge a light yet insightful wisdom of her life's experiences. She hopes to inspire others on their journey as she shares the triumphs and tribulations of her own. Alway's bringing it back to a place of empowerment and self realisation.