"We are Conduits of Light here to Inspire Transformation" - Jemma
Lets face it. We are all Game changers.
At some point we have realized that there is more to this journey we call life than meets the eye.
Once we step onto our path it, it can often be very challenging and we wonder why the hell we signed up in the first place!!
But we have come for a reason. And we are all in this together.
Isn't that awesome?!
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A quite unexpected upwelling of emotion has arisen as I left Byron and said goodbye to my mumma.
This time last year (almost) I was dropped at departures by my ex partner with one of those hideous goodbyes that break your heart in a way that you’re sure it can only be happening to let more love in! And of course it has.. ☺️
I have been doing this trip a while now. Every year since 2012, except one.
It has become a bit of a bench mark for me. A marker of yearly growth, as each time I leave I reflect deeply on what has transpired the year before. It has been kinda like the constant in the science experiment of life.
This year personally I am in a much more stable place. I don’t have any loose ends or commitments here at all. While I had my business and at the same time would take these groups to Peru, I would literally work with our people all day til the last one went to bed usually around midnight, then I would start work on Naked Treaties on line half the night while everyone was awake at home. Next day - get up and do it all again.
I don’t know how I bloody well did it to be honest! 🙄 well.. I do, I operate on passion and calling. When something feels important to my heart and like there is a greater purpose there is no stopping me.
I became, or have become, very good at compartmentalising things through that ‘apprenticeship’ focusing on just the thing at hand and giving it 100% til the next thing comes along. I’ve learned to manage my exhaustion. I still go a bit too hard I admit (I kinda only have 2 speeds I’ve come to accept! And actually accepting that about myself is what mostly had the battle won!) I’m mastering both preparing and recovering from big periods of ‘holding Space’ quickly just by deciding I can really. Lots of Self care and nurturing is of utmost importance to me, and becoming a master of how and where I give my energy has also been key. Still learning the ‘no’ word but I’m getting there.
Anyways.. I digress.. what I’m interested in with this observation of self of why I feel more unsteadied this time when everything is relatively very peaceful than when I’m in the cross fire of emotion and drama.
I had a dream the other night where an old wise woman (that turned out to be me) said to my ex partner that I should be careful as the rug was about to be ripped out from under me.
Horrible dream really, but actually not. As I have sat with it and witnessed it send my mind into little stories. I realised that I have become so accustomed to having to ‘fix’ things that when there is nothing to fix and everything is supportive flowing and easy - something feels wrong to my subconscious mind.
It’s an unravelling of a pattern of self induced drama. Self induced because on some level I have chosen it consistently in the past by always putting myself in the way of it.
I remember once years ago when I was in the midst of some serious life shit hitting the fan, I heard my self joking that I had come to this planet to problems solve because I was so good at it.
Well, that may have been then but let me just tell you universe, while I may be good at it, doesn’t mean I always need to put my hand up for the job.
So it seems my work for now is to revel in and get comfortable the easiness. What a fricken cosmic joke! That’s what I’ve been praying for for 20 years and now here it is and my beautiful mind wants to trick me into waiting for the next problem to arise. 🤣🤣
Well beautiful mind, I’ve got your number sunshine and we’ve got some re programming to do you and me.
So with a deep breath of gratitude (the only difference between fear and excitement is your breath did you know...) I am excited for what is to come.
I know it’s going to be big. Like big in ways I can’t even wrap my head or heart around yet. But big in an easeful, relaxed and abundantly joyful way. A new way of BEING for me. As I continue to change my relationship to my old way of doing.
And if the rug does get pulled.. that’s life, I got this. And I have everything I need within my tool kit to (as gracefully as possible) walk with anything that comes my way. And hey, the rug could just as easily be a magic carpet that scoops me up from the edge of the cliff into an even more fantastic and wonderful ride than I am already on..
Peru, World, Universe.. Adventure. Look out, here I come! 🦋🦋
Sacred World Traveller, Cacao Priestess, Medicine Woman and Founder/Creator of the Inspirational Raw Vegan food business Naked Treaties - Jemma has a rich and colourful history that has helped forge a light yet insightful wisdom of her life's experiences. She hopes to inspire others on their journey as she shares the triumphs and tribulations of her own. Alway's bringing it back to a place of empowerment and self realisation.