"We are Conduits of Light here to Inspire Transformation" - Jemma
Lets face it. We are all Game changers.
At some point we have realized that there is more to this journey we call life than meets the eye.
Once we step onto our path it, it can often be very challenging and we wonder why the hell we signed up in the first place!!
But we have come for a reason. And we are all in this together.
Isn't that awesome?!
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Today I had the profound honour of embodying something I thought I already had..but you know how it goes.. until you really embody something, it remains a concept or an idea. Then something just happens quite magically and once it is in, it's in.
Today my lesson was with Pacha mama.
You may have read my post a week or so ago about my dear friend Isaac who literally adores women for them BEING Pacha mama. I thought I understood him then. But I really understand him now. He said to me that he had an experience at a place called quilla rumioq - or temple of he Moon (temple of the ancient priestesses) that put him into deep authentic and visceral connection with her. And the true realisation that all women ARE her.
Today I really 'got' what he meant.
The last few days were a little challenging for me really. Nothing is wrong, I'm happy, peaceful and feeling super on path and purpose, but there has been this sense of overwhelm and anxiousness humming under the surface for no apparent reason. I haven't been able to sleep and have felt quite out of it during the day.
I could feel something was off. I had said a few times to friends, a little in jest, that something must be happening in the cosmos. Solar flares or Mercury in retrograde.. bloody Mercury.. 🤣
But today my bro Kev shared with me that there has been a measured shift in the vibrational frequency of the earth. Otherwise known as the Schuman resonance. He read the article to me and the symptoms were anxiety (tick) overwhelm (tick..) sleeplessness (double tick!!!) and fatigue (was this article written about me??!)
It was almost an instant relief to hear this. I knew something was up. I was 'experiencing' what sometimes I hear called 'ascension flu' where we experience symptoms of discomfort as we move through a process of an evolutionary shift on the planet. We talk about moving from 3D to 5D and beyond..
So my purpose for my Ceremony today was to allow myself to reconnect. To come back to myself. To go deep. I've been holding space for others a lot and I've been through heaps in the last few months massive changes in relationship and life path. It's all been awesome but I was really feeling the need to recalibrate.
So I allowed myself to surrender to the Mother. And one of the first realisations I had was that these symptoms that so many of us experience during this powerful time of awakening, are in direct correlation with how out of sync we are with Pacha mama. If we are truly and deeply connecting to her daily rather than operating consistently from our eratic minds, we wouldn't be feeling so discombobulated. He process would be so much smoother. She would help us to ride he cosmic waves of enlightenment!
She has all we need to keep us feeling grounded, safe, peaceful and at ease.
As I lay down on the grass, I turned face down. I allowed my lower belly or my womb to connect with her. The journey I was taken on from here was nothing short of magnificent and she showed me with her fullest power and beauty, the offerings that she has for me. For us all. For eternity.
I was overwhelmed with the feeling of total serenity and trust in the abundance that she provides. I felt myself open and I felt my womb connect to the womb of our cosmic Earth mother. Because she is all that and more. The void that is the Cosmos is the void that is her womb. It's where creation begins.
I realised that while we are beings from the stars, we don't come to Earth to be 'on' her. We arrive on Earth and we are planted 'in' her. This is the first point of disconnect. Thinking we are separate. We are not.
If we remembered this then we would never abuse her in the way she has been abused because we would realise we are actually abusing ourselves.
Pacha mama doesn't need saving, she only needs us to wake up and remember who we are. To remember to connect.
So this is what I wrote yesterday in the depth of my experience. It was simple. Yet vastly and deeply profound. I wrote it after making a 'despacho' - a traditional ceremonial offering. Usually the Despacho contains bright coloured sugary lollies, little figurines and various man made things. These things are powerfully coded when they are placed into the offering and always given with so much love. I deeply respect this tradition, even with its modernised ways. However, I didn't feel to give anything to Pacha Mama that didn't reflect her gorgeous natural beauty. It almost felt wrong too, like she wasn't enough. I felt the greatest honour for her was making a beautiful offering out of the beauty she offers us. Nuts, seeds, red earth, mica, herbs, shells and flowers. Just as she is.
I'm not often lost for words but this time I really do struggle to find the words to describe what I experienced. I only pray that the gifts I received are embedded deep within and that I will never, ever, forget her, forget me, again.
So here is what came through..
My offering to her, is an offering to me. For I am her, as she is me. And we are her, as she is we.
There is no story left once you realise the true,eternal,magnificent and unconditional abundance that overflows from within her. It bubbles continuously from an infinite spring. We don't need any thing. Other than to trust in what she provides. She is calling us to trust.
We can instigate projects and ideas, but we get too caught in our minds. Pushing, striving, trying. She wants us just to be. To trust her and allow her to provide. She wants us to remember our point of creation. Our womb space. Male or female. The power and the knowing resides here. When we get this, everything becomes easier than we ever could have imagined. We stop trying, start being and everything unfolds perfectly with very little effort at all, as long as we are aligned with our creation. Her creation.
The wounds we carry, collective, individual or ancestral - are remanants of the mind. For sure there are very real and very valid emotions that are felt as by products of traumatic experiences. But this is because we thought that things can be taken from us. Our pride, our dignity, our choice, our lives, our spirit. But the truth is nothing can ever be taken away from us. As it can't be taken from her. It's impossible when we truly know how vast and infinite and abundant we are.
This is beyond all story.
Our wombs don't need healing, they are the healers. Pacha mama herself is our womb our womb is pacha mama. THE most powerful being there is. Everything and nothing all at once resides there. Fertile cavernous springs and gentle winds, gold and silver spinning, luminescent rainbows lighting the lush cave, hummingbirds and butterfly's, the Serpent, the Puma and the Condor simultaneously live in harmony and union in the luscious abundant void of our womb, the womb of Pacha mama.
No power can be taken from us because the abundance is infinite. How can someone take from something that is eternally replenishing itself? It's not possible unless you you allow them with your mind. Someone trying to take even what we perceive to be a devastating piece of it, doesn't even show up as a dint in the infinitely eternal and abundant wellspring of her fertility. It's a spec of dust in the vastness of our entire planet.
Imagine this place. Can you feel it??
We only need to remember.
We only need to connect. Really connect.
Put your womb to Mama Earth, feel her. Man or woman. Feel her. She is you. She is there for you. There is no end to her giving of unconditional love. She is our Mother.
We only need to reciprocate by offering her the natural beauty that she offers us every day in every way. She doesn't need anything but the true reflection of her magnificence in its natural form. Her natural abundance. No paper notes, no fancy string, no coloured shiny things.
All there is, all we need to do, is simply to trust in her infinite abundance where no story resides. Beyond everything. It is all there for us if only we can remember how to receive and give and receive. Through our actions, through our breath, through our connection, through our love. This is Ayni.
The infinite circular breath of reciprocity.
Pacha Mama you have shown me something I never knew I could see. I love you. I am you. How could I ever have forgotten.. thank heavens I have finally woken up from the dream that held me apart from the truth of who I really am.
Which of course, is you.
Sacred World Traveller, Cacao Priestess, Medicine Woman and Founder/Creator of the Inspirational Raw Vegan food business Naked Treaties - Jemma has a rich and colourful history that has helped forge a light yet insightful wisdom of her life's experiences. She hopes to inspire others on their journey as she shares the triumphs and tribulations of her own. Alway's bringing it back to a place of empowerment and self realisation.